Trying to explain to Andi what it felt like tonight to be a rabbi among other rabbi's and to feel the power of these men, the ancient wisdom; the power is not might by depth, enormity of love and devotion, i am so much in awe and honored as they are to be walking with me. Eli was sweet and cheeked me. I told Andi being a rabbi was like walking on the edge of the ocean feeling the water around my feet, smelling the air and feeling the kisses of the waves and tonight it was like a huge wave overcame me and enveloped me in love and i was included in the holy circle of these men, someday i will feel that with women rabbi and for tonight this will satisfy my soul.